Days are fleeting, speeding by without permission
eliminating possibilities
dreams
adventures not known.
I will never
climb to 10,000 feet
be a classical pianist
dance in a ballet
direct a symphony
compete in the Olympics
travel the world
write the great American novel.
Startling how many options I no longer have time to become.
I can’t continue in past daydreams
pretending they’re in the realm of possibility
even if they were never meant to be.
You can be anything you want to be
changing to
Be content with who you are.
I must recalibrate, being realistic and honest
looking through the prism of what is
to the possibilities of what may be.
I can still
press on to 10,000 daily steps
practice Tchaikovsky Opus 6
dance in the beauty of sunrise
direct the movement of moments
perform a balancing act of grace
time-travel through memories
and record tender mercies
with tears of remembrance for those who’ve gone on
until I too am a memory in someone’s heart.